Monday, 29 October 2012

:)

It has been more than a month with you. It's not that we've gone through a lot, not yet, but i've faith that we will, in future, maybe? Anyway, i'm just really happy and glad to have you as my boyfriend. You're not the best looking guy on earth, you're not the tallest, the buff-est, neither the cutest, BUT i love you. I seriously, i swear, i never thought that we could be together. This is how the fate does his work, or maybe God. I never for once thought that you will ever be mine when i first met you. We were strangers, i was the girl you first met, the girl you never thought would be so important to you, the tiny little girl that popped up in front of you out of no where, the random girl you met and you were the guy i first met, the guy i never thought would be so important to me, the guy whom sacrifices the time for me, the guy who back me up, the random guy i met. Said hi to each other and you introduced yourself. It went on great. I remember that i heard your name or seen your name somewhere. It sounded so damn familiar so yeah. I'm very thankful and glad that i went there that night. The place we first met. The place we started talking. I still remember every single thing happened that night. Just great for me, almost perfect i can say.

Few weeks after that, we met again. Same old place. I was surprised and happy of course. Excited and again, happy. And a month after that which is 26th, We got together. Since then, you tell me you love me every single day, yeah every single day. Even when i've fallen asleep, you would call me, just to say i love you. You see, this simple little things that you did, it made me fall in love with you more day by day. Now, you're perfect for me. I don't want anything to change. I remember there was once, I was angry at you, I never reply your text or pick up your call. You were so nervous and afraid of losing me. I'm really glad to have someone who is afraid of losing me, I feel loved, by you. You promised me that you'll never leave, same old promises that every guy said. Im really afraid that one day you'll break it. Yeah. I really do. It's not the point of trust, I trust you, but i'm just afraid of being attached so easily and got hurt after that.

I know you love me a lot and I know you do know that i love you a lot too. Having you is a bless. I'm proud to call you mine, baby. You're like a fairy tale. You happened. You seem so true, so real. I don't want to lose you, not even a single chance of letting you go. I know there'll be this one day when both of us got fed up and there we go, our own separate ways. It won't be long. I'll just have to appreciate every single day with you. I love you baby, a lot.

You treat me like a princess, bully me like a bully, and tease me every single day. Calling each other sohai, idiot, fucker, so on and so forth. It's really not easy to find a person who can communicate well with you, even if you found one, it's either he's not the perfect one or there's a problem with timing. And now,  i have you, it's all that matters, right?

It's not easy to maintain a good relationship. Yes, hard, tough and not easy.

I'll have to see what happens next month. See you :)

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